goodness gracious flames

Life is a chance. Take It.

If you love it, set it on Fire.

diary of burning: sweat equity
dark pensive dreamer
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i'm sore today. sometimes you have to make things messy to make things clean. )

diary of burning: time constraints
dark pensive dreamer
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I routinely bite off more than I can chew. )

diary of burning: bdl --> rno
goodness gracious flames
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a ticket to ride.

farewatching )

diary of burning: the best laid plans
goodness gracious flames
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like the roads that lead to Rome, all thoughts come back to planning for the Burn.

i know what to expect and yet i have no expectations. )

diary of burning: a dedication
goodness gracious flames
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i remember the first time i met jeremy.

it was early in the evening, the first day of my freshman college experience was behind me... )

hi!
flair, summer, swank, frff
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yep, still here. mostly been on Facebook. i've been having a hard time keeping up with everything and everyone on the net and have been opting more often to chose the immediacy of tangible physical life.

so many lessons are in front of me this year. i may return to this medium as a more reflective poetic place as i had originally intended.
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last night's dinner party
kissy, fabulous, mwuah, frog, prince
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recipies from a dinner party last night- 100% vegetarian and awesome. see below the cut for details.

curried coconut soup and a winter beet salad )

cuz i'm a shantytowner
flair, summer, swank, frff
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dreaming of FRFF 2009....
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flair, summer, swank, frff
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good tidings )

first, a long night. then....
dark pensive dreamer
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i haven't been posting much in the journal anymore, but i guess my presence on the net comes like the tide; in and then out with some reference to a foreign body.

it's solstice. i am happy to be here tonight; i have a lot to think about, a lot to consider, and a lot to reconcile as i move through the longest, darkest night of the year.

this year overall has been darker than any i can remember. i posted once before that it has felt like how many have described a manic depression; the highs have been higher and the lows have been remarkably lower. i feel ready to let these things go and move forward with some renewed sense of purpose. i am preparing to do so right now.

tonight is zero, one, blue and green.

tomorrow is two, five, yellow and white.

wine tasting at table and vine 12/13
kissy, fabulous, mwuah, frog, prince
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anyone (local) interested in checking out wines at table and vine this afternoon?

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kissy, fabulous, mwuah, frog, prince
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hey.

you. yeah, you. i would love to have your address so i can send you our HAPPEH HOLIDAZE CARD this year.

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one big checkmark
goodness gracious flames
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[x] brand new porch @ house

apartment for rent
flair, summer, swank, frff
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First floor apartment at my house is getting ready to be rented! The porch is just about done and will be finished this week. I just measured out and will be installing a brand new parquet floor in the bedroom so I am very excited about getting this rented in the next few weeks. More details at the 51 Elm St Page

the news
goodness gracious flames
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i've really dropped off the face of the earth lately, so i thought i would jot down a little note about what has been occupying me.

work, obviously, has taken a big center stage. with some important solar incentives looking like they would be disappearing, people are nervous about getting their projects done so they can capitalize on that. that has been putting a lot of pressure on us.

also? i need to ask for the raise.

a retaining wall and my two-storey enclosed porch are in the process of being rebuilt. the wall is done and the porch has been demolished and is partially rebuilt. these two projects have been the collective albatross around my neck since i bought the house.

in the meantime, i am also working on restoring the floor in the 1st floor bedroom. the carpet came up and the linoleum is coming up now. when the carpet came up you could see areas of the floor that marked out the footprint of rooms as they used to be laid out in the house. old houses are cool.

problem tenant moved out of her own will, hallelujah, but i still want to get paid, so off to small claims court i will have to go next now that i have my court order in hand.

YDW
flair, summer, swank, frff
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i'm off to Youth Dance Weekend

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kissy, fabulous, mwuah, frog, prince
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well.

a rare night in the house alone.

what the heck should i do first???

want ad
flair, summer, swank, frff
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wanted: male, non-creepy, won't follow me home or stalk me as a non-romantic dance partner for social dancing. please be a reasonably athletic and experienced dancer with grace and good rhythm. please possess a good sense of humor and overall disposition and be well groomed with a stable life to return back to when the dance is done.

good idea; bad idea
goodness gracious flames
[info]epheremelda
sometimes i just want to do something really fun and irresponsible just to remind myself that there' more to life than this.

2008
dark pensive dreamer
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so far, a year of great moments and crushing disappointments. like a manic depression, the highs have been higher and the lows have been lower.
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